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MY STORY
I was born in a small town in South-Germany under a Pisces sun and a Capricorn moon. From a young age, I´ve had a strong sense of intuition and an exceptional connection with nature as well as an unusual fascination with the energies and patterns of relationships. So when I learned about Tarot and Numerology and that I was born with the life path number 6, the Lovers (which means leaning the most in life through relationships) I was not at all surprised. |
This of course sparked my curiosity and was the beginning of my lifelong exploration into the mystical inner world of the unseen.
Some of my earliest memories are of sitting in silence with our family cat, communicating telepathically with her for hours,
not even questioning this to be unusual.
Other times I was trying to understand relationships by playing out scenarios with dolls and the help of other kids in my neighbourhood.
I came to the Comox valley in 1999, and soon got into a relationship that quickly turned toxic and dysfunctional. I ended up getting pregnant during this time and gave birth to my son in 2001.
At the best of times, motherhood is a challenging road, but feeling trapped in this situation with little emotional support I, at times, felt suicidal. Sleep deprivation and depression became more overwhelming than I could handle. I had nowhere else to turn and was forced to look within.
Even though I felt so much fear, anger and powerlessness in my situation at the time, I knew I had to find a way to understand and transform all of it, for the sake of myself and my son.
They often say it is “darkest before the dawn”, and it’s true that this most challenging time of my life led me to the path of deep healing and ultimately to the path of service as an energy intuitive and guide.
For me, this began with a deep exploration of the shadow and inner work.
I allowed myself to confront all the emotions that my conscious mind had deemed unacceptable - namely anger.
When I began to unlock my anger and trace its energy back to the root,
I realized that it was so much more than just the personal situation
I found myself in.
The anger went back further, back to stories and memories of my grandparents during the war, the resentment and bitterness that grew between them in their relationship when my grandfather returned after years in the war and captivity. My grandmother was left alone and was uprooted from their home during this time. They were both changed by these unthinkable experiences and it seemed impossible for them to come back to a harmonious and loving relationship.
On some level I have always sensed there was an unmet need and a longing for love under their disconnect and resentments. I was drawn to find out more. This led me to a deep uncovering of the layers of ancestral trauma and a life-long interest in the dynamics between men and women and the healing that can occur in relationships when we acknowledge these layers of relating.
Energy work is the medicine we need for these times.
Many of us are realizing, like I did, that our personal stories are connected to larger themes playing out in the collective right now - themes of domination/control, power/powerlessness, fear/trust, and a longing to find our way back to love and connection.
Themes that we carry in our genes, stories that go back generations or even different lifetimes. We can’t just think our way out of the challenges we face in life. We need a multi-faceted approach that acknowledges the physical, energetic, emotional, mental and spiritual bodies.
Everything begins and ends with energy and one of the beautiful things about these healing modalities is that when we begin here we can touch on all aspects of the self.
Energy shifts and then we suddenly feel motivated to take action, to say that thing we’ve been holding back, to make that change, or risk being vulnerable with our partner…
Wanting to be the best mom for my son was the catalyst and inspiration for me to do the deep work my soul needed. As he grew, I began to heal my inner child wounds and stepped into the healer and guide I am today.
I know intimately what it is to emerge from heartbreak and hopelessness and craft a purpose-filled life from the heart, with many authentic and fulfilling connections all around.
My personal Training, Background and deep Dedication to Growth over more than the past 2 decades:
I look forward to meeting you wherever you are on your journey.
Much Love,
Claudia
Read more about my Personal Training and Background
Some of my earliest memories are of sitting in silence with our family cat, communicating telepathically with her for hours,
not even questioning this to be unusual.
Other times I was trying to understand relationships by playing out scenarios with dolls and the help of other kids in my neighbourhood.
I came to the Comox valley in 1999, and soon got into a relationship that quickly turned toxic and dysfunctional. I ended up getting pregnant during this time and gave birth to my son in 2001.
At the best of times, motherhood is a challenging road, but feeling trapped in this situation with little emotional support I, at times, felt suicidal. Sleep deprivation and depression became more overwhelming than I could handle. I had nowhere else to turn and was forced to look within.
Even though I felt so much fear, anger and powerlessness in my situation at the time, I knew I had to find a way to understand and transform all of it, for the sake of myself and my son.
They often say it is “darkest before the dawn”, and it’s true that this most challenging time of my life led me to the path of deep healing and ultimately to the path of service as an energy intuitive and guide.
For me, this began with a deep exploration of the shadow and inner work.
I allowed myself to confront all the emotions that my conscious mind had deemed unacceptable - namely anger.
When I began to unlock my anger and trace its energy back to the root,
I realized that it was so much more than just the personal situation
I found myself in.
The anger went back further, back to stories and memories of my grandparents during the war, the resentment and bitterness that grew between them in their relationship when my grandfather returned after years in the war and captivity. My grandmother was left alone and was uprooted from their home during this time. They were both changed by these unthinkable experiences and it seemed impossible for them to come back to a harmonious and loving relationship.
On some level I have always sensed there was an unmet need and a longing for love under their disconnect and resentments. I was drawn to find out more. This led me to a deep uncovering of the layers of ancestral trauma and a life-long interest in the dynamics between men and women and the healing that can occur in relationships when we acknowledge these layers of relating.
Energy work is the medicine we need for these times.
Many of us are realizing, like I did, that our personal stories are connected to larger themes playing out in the collective right now - themes of domination/control, power/powerlessness, fear/trust, and a longing to find our way back to love and connection.
Themes that we carry in our genes, stories that go back generations or even different lifetimes. We can’t just think our way out of the challenges we face in life. We need a multi-faceted approach that acknowledges the physical, energetic, emotional, mental and spiritual bodies.
Everything begins and ends with energy and one of the beautiful things about these healing modalities is that when we begin here we can touch on all aspects of the self.
Energy shifts and then we suddenly feel motivated to take action, to say that thing we’ve been holding back, to make that change, or risk being vulnerable with our partner…
Wanting to be the best mom for my son was the catalyst and inspiration for me to do the deep work my soul needed. As he grew, I began to heal my inner child wounds and stepped into the healer and guide I am today.
I know intimately what it is to emerge from heartbreak and hopelessness and craft a purpose-filled life from the heart, with many authentic and fulfilling connections all around.
My personal Training, Background and deep Dedication to Growth over more than the past 2 decades:
I look forward to meeting you wherever you are on your journey.
Much Love,
Claudia
Read more about my Personal Training and Background